북해도 대학-4

At the time, I would never admit that I had an eating disorder. I didn't even think I was slim, despite having lost 25% of my body weight ;(1) when told I looked very thin, I thought everyone was lying in order to make me eat more. Five years later, I realized how lucky I was : after being seriously underweighing for only half a year, I chose to start eating again before hospitalization was even discussed.

  I began to lose weight at boarding school. By the time I went home after the exams, I could no longer stop dieting. Several times, I met boys I liked at parties, but I was not contacted afterwards, so I began to doubt myself and my attractiveness. Painfully thin though I was, I thought perhaps they would have liked me more if I were thinner. So I went from eleminating all fatty and sugary foods to eating gradually less and less, (2)until eating anything left me full guilt. I also began to hate anyone who tried to make me eat and break my self-control.

  I went to America where my father worked and I rapidly became worse. Food, or how to avoid it, was the only thing I could think about. (3)The longer I could go without eating, the prouder I became of my self-discipline. In order to deny myself pleasure, I held chocolate next to my lips without eating it to prove that I could resist temptation.

  (4)I am not quite sure why I stopped. The main reason, though, was simply my wish to return to be the happy, relatively carefree person I had always been. I realized that I had to get myself out of this depression that I had caused, so I decided to let myself eat again.

  Ineviably, I didn't recover immediately ; anxiety about food continued for at least a further year. I didn't eat chocolate for three years but I feel that now I am no more concerned about food than most other girls and probably worry less about my weight. I have a slight fear that (5)that other side of me is still hiding somewhere to come back and control my eating again, but (6)if I realize that I am deliberately denying myself food, or feeling pleasure from not eating, I head straight for the chocolate shop.

 

문 1. 밑줄 친 (1)를 번역하라. ..........................................................................................................

문 2. 밑줄 친 (2)를 번역하라. .........................................................................................................

문 3. 밑줄 친 (3)를 번역하라. .........................................................................................................

문 4. 밑줄 친 (4)를 stopped의 의미를 정확히 하여 번역하라.  ...............................................................

문 5. 밑줄 친 (5)의 내용을 구체적으로 설명하라. .................................................................................

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문 6. 밑줄 친 내용과 같은 뜻을 골라라.

     1) 나도 모르게 초콜릿에 손이  간 내 자신이 정말로 두렵다.

     2) 전과 같은 상태였다면, 곧장 초콜릿으로 손이 갔을 것이다.

     3) 나는 먹지 않기로 결심했으므로, 초콜릿 가게를 피했다.

     4) 초콜릿 이외의 음식은 먹지 않게 되었다.

     5) 이전에는 식욕을 억제할 수 없었지만, 지금은 참을 수 잇다.